Sober Girl on a Booze Cruise

I got several weird looks when I told people I was going on a Carnival Cruise for a 21st birthday booze cruise. But aren’t you sober? But you don’t drink, Continue Reading →

Fortune Teller

I am obsessed with planning. I like to know what I am doing months in advance. I have 1 paper planner, 2 calendars (home and work) and a calendar on Continue Reading →

The Water is Fine

I had so many things to say as I wrote this post at 3am this morning, in my head, in bed. It was genius. Now, at almost 3pm I can’t Continue Reading →

Never mind the Locusts

I don’t think I have ever seen this Bible verse before. When it came up in my Bible study I was brought to tears. Big giant baby tears. Close to Continue Reading →

4 Years!

I have now been sober for 4 years! It feels like a lifetime ago, really more like another person who was the practicing alcoholic. One of the things that suffered Continue Reading →

Me and AA

I am horrible at attending AA meetings. It is pretty much the last thing I want to do. Well, I would rather go to a meeting than clean, most of Continue Reading →

Get Help

My doctor said that I need to be journaling. It helps to get the thoughts out on paper before I try to sleep. He also said to not bring the Continue Reading →

Understanding Addiction

Let’s get things straight. I did not chose addiction. There is no cure for addiction. I do not enjoy being an addict, but I do see the silver lining. Addiction Continue Reading →